Sana’y nagtanong ka lang, kung ‘di mo lang alam. Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman, puro siya na lang. Sana’y ako naman. 💔😭 (at Venice Piazza, McKinley Hill, Fort Bonifacio)

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(Disclaimer: yes, i am blogging at 2:01AM. I know i’ll probably regret writing (saying) the things i’m about to write (say). After all, i know for a fact that “nothing good ever happens after 2AM”. In short, kebs!)

Not sure if it was just the fact that i saw Up Dharma Down performed my all time favorite song “Oo” tonight, but a certain thought that i had been putting off for a while now keeps crawling back in.

"That should be me."

Sheeeeeettttt lang! Had to resort to Facebook’s See Friendship feature and check how long ago, how deep were the memories we shared since we met each other so i could somehow validate this insanity of mine.

How could i have been so blind that you used to like me-like me? Palagi mo nga pala ako tinatabihan sa pictures noon, walang mintis! And how you would always be ready to accompany me, even to the deepest end of an underwater cliff so i could take time to swim and snorkel without lifevest, just holding your hand. And how everyone would be all googly eyes whenever we would talk privately. Argh!!!!!!!!!! Take me back to 2012, please?

Because now, wala na! May someone official na. Pucha. How I Met Your Mother was right, “timing’s a bitch!”

I swear. That should be me.

Fuck. That should be me.
Not her.


"Ba’t di pa sabihin ang hindi mo maamin? Ipauubaya na lang ba ‘to sa hangin?"

Woohoo! Got to see Up Dharma Down tonight ❤️ (at Venice Piazza, McKinley Hill, Fort Bonifacio)

View of sunrise 2,150m above sea level. Third training climb to Mt. Ugo traverse from Kayapa, Nueva Vizcaya to Itogon, Benguet :)

If you know this boy, please do not give him your heart. Please turn him away. You don’t know him like i know him. You can’t love him like i do.

—Lullabies by Lang Leav

This fits my mood today because lately, i’ve been feeling lazy and down with work. I don’t want to go back to whatever it was that happened not all that long ago (clue: 2011’s The Great Depression), but… i’m starting to feel scared, that i might not be able to recover myself from this limbo i’m in right now. Ugh, i hate this feeling :(

Hoping things will get better soon. I have to make things better soon.

It could have been you. It could have been me. It should have been us.

—Lullabies by @langleav

Last night, we were missing How I Met Your Mother so bad that we just had to find a booth for ourselves in McLaren’s Pub. Food and place were not legen-wait for it-dary though haha. But damn it, we should own a bar! 😊🍻 (at McLaren’s Pub)

But i don’t want to leave this paradise just yet! 💔😭 (at El Nido, Palawan, Philippines)

Hidden Beach in El Nido, Palawan: (one of the five places) where i spent the first day of my favorite month.

Hellooo September