Someday it's gonna make sense...

Tumblelog.

Wed, 19 Jun 2013 01:13:08 +0800

Ramdom 121AM thoughts: i miss Tumblr. </3

Will activate my tumblelog again starting this week!

Get out of the house, go for a walk, get a bagel.

Mon, 10 Jun 2013 00:02:09 +0800

Get out of the house, go for a walk, get a bagel.

Dear Tiffany, I know you wrote the letter. The only way you can...

Tue, 04 Jun 2013 18:12:40 +0800

Dear Tiffany,

I know you wrote the letter. The only way you can beat my crazy was by doing something crazy yourself. Thank you. I love you. I knew it the minute I met you. I’m sorry it took so long for me to catch up. I just got stuck.

Pat

(Silver Linings Playbook, 2012)

Random: Twitter profile picture since 2011. What i love about...

Sat, 25 May 2013 17:52:54 +0800

Random: Twitter profile picture since 2011.

What i love about it: Coron, Palawan blue water behind me.
What i hate about it: i was using a Nikon dSLR at that time.

I’m not scared of never meeting you. I’m scared of...

Fri, 10 May 2013 21:27:56 +0800

I’m not scared of never meeting you. I’m scared of having met you, and let you go. #iwtfy

Something Old (HIMYM s8ep23)

Wed, 08 May 2013 22:47:43 +0800

Ted Mosby: Because maybe it’s dumb to look for signs from the universe. Maybe the universe has better things to do, and dear God, i hope it does. Do you know how many signs i've gotten that i should or shouldn't be with someone? And where has it gotten me? Maybe there aren't any signs. Maybe a locket is just a locket, and a chair is just a chair. Maybe we don't have to give meaning to every little thing. Maybe we don’t need the universe to tell us what we really want — maybe we already know that deep down.

From Manila Ocean Park to CCP via kalesa, because taxis are so...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 13:36:14 +0800

From Manila Ocean Park to CCP via kalesa, because taxis are so mainstream!:)) (at Roxas Boulevard)

How could you be so heartless?

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 03:23:25 +0800

Typing this as of 3:06AM.

I can’t feel anything. And i realized that i can’t stay like this anymore. I can’t not feel things because i think my current state of emotion is becoming a huge hindrance with me keeping in touch with my friends (i’m so sorry!!!) and i don’t want that.

I want to feel something… anything. May it be anger or frustration over work or sadness from a heartbreak or happiness from a blessing received, i’d take it! I swear i would!

So with everything said, Lord, i am humbly asking for your help to save me —save my emotions and my ability to feel them and make me good again.

Please, please, please help me melt this heart of mine now cold as a stone.

hi! do you know any polaroid repair shops in the philippines? i have sx70. thanks

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 10:08:03 +0800

Hi, i’m not sure if there are any but you can try those in Hidalgo (?)

Hope you’ll get your camera fixed :)

“You know, one loves the sunset when one is so sad.”...

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 21:22:02 +0800

“You know, one loves the sunset when one is so sad.” —The Little Prince

(Dahil hindi ata supported ng Facebook ang animated gif...

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 22:56:19 +0800

(Dahil hindi ata supported ng Facebook ang animated gif files…)

Bumenta talaga sakin ‘to. It’s all evil Carl’s works! Bwahahaha.
Peace Emer! :p

"I’m the girl who gets really good grades and is not afraid to be funny. And i’m the girl..."

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 22:14:57 +0800

“I’m the girl who gets really good grades and is not afraid to be funny. And i’m the girl who has a lot of friends who are boys and no boyfriends. I’m not beautiful, okay, and i never will be. And i’m fine with that. But when you go around saying something that i’m not, it’s just, it’s not nice.”

- Rosemary, Shallow Hal (2001)

Just do it. #gpoy (at Tali Beach, Nasugbu, Batangas♥)

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 20:49:04 +0800

Just do it. #gpoy (at Tali Beach, Nasugbu, Batangas♥)

Sunset 😍🌅 (at Tali Beach)

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 17:31:21 +0800

Sunset 😍🌅 (at Tali Beach)

cherryisnotafruit: One of my favorite parts from the movie. I...

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 22:53:49 +0800

cherryisnotafruit:

One of my favorite parts from the movie. I think i need a Sam#2, someone who can deal with me pushing them away <3

HappyThankYouMorePlease (2010)

Reblogging a post of mine from 2012.

Not myself.

Mon, 01 Apr 2013 01:07:14 +0800

Excuse me, John Mayer. Can i please borrow your words?

Would you want me when i’m not myself?
Wait it out while i am someone else

I feel like i’m not myself lately. But hey i’m not depressed. I know that, for sure. Because i’ve been there.

As a matter of fact, i am happy. I’m happy with everything that’s going on. I’m happy that i was able to overcome my depression last 2011 and found the light last year. I’m happy about my work. I’m happy that i get to travel. I’m happy that i am able to read books again lately. I’m happy.

And that’s the thing. Now that i am happy, i worry about how to be happier.

And it scares the shit out of me. How do i become happier —happier than i am right now? I mean, why can’t i just be contented with what i have and live life as it is? I don’t know what i am aiming for exactly, but all i know is that i want to feel better, by being happier. Do you get what i mean?

No, of course not. Because i am such an ungrateful bitch. I am the ungrateful bitch who can never be satisfied even when everything is actually good and is stable. I am the ungrateful bitch who almost had it all with you, and instead threw away all the chances the universe had given me. I am the ungrateful bitch and nobody will understand why i cannot be put into place the moment things go stale and stagnant.

I mean, i know things (as it is right now) could be worse. But i also know that it could be better.

And i guess i always want things to be better. Don’t you?

The band who wrote the song that perfectly describes my life is...

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 13:26:20 +0800

The band who wrote the song that perfectly describes my life is coming here on May! Nada Surf!!!!!

Happy happy beerday, tabs! Wish ko na sana palagi kang magpainom...

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 21:39:38 +0800

Happy happy beerday, tabs! Wish ko na sana palagi kang magpainom para lumaki at tumaba ka ulit, syempre lalo akong magmukhang payat kapag katabi mo :)) i love you to the moon and back! (at Greenbelt 1)

Boracay sunset :) (at Boracay Island)

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 18:33:04 +0800

Boracay sunset :) (at Boracay Island)

Tell me i'm not the only one.

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 22:12:09 +0800

Every once in awhile, we’re bound to feel alone, as if all of our friends have forgotten about us and have continued living their lives without us in it.

Or is it just me?

I mean, i know i have changed so much, and i feel like i’ve been a rock since 2011 —still, cold and heartless. And i know i have spent most of my time with work that never seemed to end, but you should know also that it takes two to tango. I’m not asking you to make time for me. All i’m asking (and this seems pretty standard in our friendship, fyi) is for you to understand.

Each and every one of us are facing our own battles. So please, have heart.