I don’t know what is up with this day, but i think i just discussed how happy i am right now with my work about four times today. Weird.

And i am thinking of using this fact as the reason why i rarely post random thoughts in my blog, or why i don’t post lomo photos now… or why i don’t even have the time to shoot one. It’s because i am busy… busy but in a good way. And just like what i told our director today, i think being busy and tired is better than being bored.

So yes, i’m good. I am where i am meant to be.

Everything’s good here, for now, at least. :)

“I watch you spin around in your highest heels, you are the best one of the best ones.”

I fell in love with the song all over again. This is the sweetest!

I hate this day. I crossed out a lot of things on my list today, yet i feel like i still wasn’t productive enough.

I apologize to all those who have directly experienced the negative effects of my mistakes.

I apologize for all my lousy actions.

I apologize for not being the better employee that i can be.

I’m sorry that i suck so much at this, but please know that i am trying so hard to cope up with this baptism by fire.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day. I could use some positivity at times like this. Sigh.

It makes me sad that i am not able to update my blog as often as i want to :( Truth be told, i feel like i don’t even have time for myself. I haven’t watched any movies lately. I haven’t shoot lomo in awhile. I haven’t had time to go to the salon and get my curls done (well, okay i did go to a salon last week to get a haircut, but they murdered my hair…so now i have to live my life one day at a time with this horrible bangs and cut hoping that it will grow faster!!!) I haven’t even finished my Big Bang Theory marathon. I haven’t finished reading a book either :(

I don’t know. I just feel like there are so many things to do, yet so little time. I don’t know how long i can juggle all these things until i get tired…

On the positive side, i do feel like being tired is better than being bored. At least i know that i am being productive and that i am doing something worthwhile. So yeah, even though i may rant (mostly on Twitter) every now and then, know that i am enjoying what i do at the moment, and that’s the most important thing, right? :)

Aaaaand for this week, i can’t even grasp the idea on the amount of stress i will have to bear with and whether or now i will crack, haha. Fast forward to Friday please!!! :p

04.10.2012

1. Met up with Lois, Kimy, and Rendon at Greenbelt. They never fail to make me laugh, despite all the stress i’ve been feeling lately.
2. I may be uber broke now, but i’ll manage… i think?
3. I had a bottle of beer and a pitcher of mixed alcohol. So yeah, i’m good.

This week is going to be super stressful, and so i need to have this kind of post everyday as i need to see the positivity in everything as of this moment :)

Good night, world. <3

The time when i would no longer wish that your name would appear on my phone every time i’d check for messages.

The time when i would no longer care about your tweets nor your Facebook status.

The time when i would no longer wish that you’d turn up and our paths will cross once again.

The time when i would no longer hold myself back to other people, all because i was too occupied, waiting for you.

The time when every time people would mention your name or ask me about you, i can finally say, “I’m sorry, who’s he?” Charrr!

I don’t know what happened or how it happened, but alas, i am finally free from your evil spell! And the feeling is so liberating!

It took me awhile to realize that i no longer give a fck about you. 

Have a nice life.