Not to be traitor or anything (considering i’m working for another lifestyle brand), oh @TeamManila, please make my lomo dreams come true.

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I was so happy when i decided to push the limits and get my kapalmuks on. Haha. I tweeted @TeamManila and decided to share a sprocket photo i took. Fortunately, they loved it and even asked me if i can give some lomo techniques to @KCMontero (who has just recently bought a lomo cam). I know this might be a not-so serious favor, but still, the thought that it is possible to happen and that @TeamManila can help me share my passion for lomography is such a rewarding feeling.

One of the items in my bucket list is to see my lomo photos up on walls of exhibits. I hope @TeamManila’s doors will soon open for submissions. I’ve been looking for a way in to Lomography.com and i think lomo exhibits are the way to go.

2011: masaktan na kung masasaktan, basta magri-risk ako sa love next year! ♥ BWAHAHAHAHAHA

I tweeted this last December 31, 2010. If i may ask, ‘teh, anong nangyari? Haha.

Nonetheless, i still have 3 more days left to make a move and make it happen! It’s never too late. Chos! Haha.

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On New Year’s eve, i’mma post my goals for 2011 and we’ll see if i achieved each and every item listed on that piece of paper. In addition to that, i shall make a new list of goals for 2012. No, not resolutions, but a list of year-long goals. Then i shall keep it somewhere hidden where i won’t be tempted to take a peak for the whole year, and then i’ll open it again on New Year’s eve of 2013. I got inspired with Lucas Scott and Haley James of One Tree Hill, so yeah, i got the idea from them.

If there is one question i’ve been meaning to ask everyone, it’s this: Have i done something that matters to anyone? I mean, something that has caused an impact in someone’s life?

Because if the answer is no, then i guess i’m not living it right. I need to do something with my life. I need to do something big. I want to make a difference.

Dear Cherry,

You are going through something difficult, and though i know you’ve never felt so lost until now, you have to remain strong. You are stronger than this.

It won’t be long. You’ll find the answers very, very soon. Then everything will make sense again.

Remember, everything is going to be alright.

Love, 
future Cherry

“Why is it that we’re often most attracted to the person who can give us the least of what we want?”

I have never observed this one, but upon seeing this on my Twitter dash today has definitely got me thinking… never have truest words been spoken (or asked) but now.

“We’re all scared of being alone. And a lot of us are also scared of being with someone.”

I belong to the second one.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me.